I am dreaming

I m just dreaming,dreaming and dreaming.I don't want to let it become a nightmare.It's not a day dream.I dream that one day my dream will come true,I don't know wheather it come true or not.I am scared of this proverb that-"Man proposes,God disposes."But I enjoy this proverb that human being is for human.I beleive that Almighty creator will help me one day.But when this Day will cime tome.I was born on 13th March thats why everybody says to me that I am a unlucky girl.But I don't beleive in this words because I know My Almighty creator is with me.My dear readers please ask urself 3 questions that-1: who do you have?2: What do you have?...and the last but not least is the 3: What else do You have.Now please find out the answers...It will not take time more If u have firm faith on God..Yeah I've got all the 3 answers 1: I have my creator.2:I have duty.3:I have responsibilities.Yeah as a human being we all have some responsibilities.The Almighty creator sometimes tests us...He makes us rich and poor.At first I say that I am dreaming..I say I am dreaming because I don't know wheather it comes true or not.I am a girl from a poor country Bangladesh and I am the youngest child of my poor parents.My parents have a lot if expectations and dreams about me but they are poor and helpless.I want higher education.I am brilliant student but I can't afford to get myself admitted in any wellknown universities to get higher studies.Am I really an unlucky girl?ain't I?What do you think?Everybody insults me that-You are a girl of Unlucky 13.oH I am shatterd.